FUCK IT ALL LA. LAN JIAO.

eeyer im like fucking pissed. DAMN DAMN FUCKING PISSED. today is not a good day. FREAKKKK ASSS SHIT FUCKK MOTHERFUCKERRRRRRR. aiyah im angry la. so let me vent my frustrations.

some ass is being an ass. bio mock totally sucked today la. and some dick totally spoiled our mood. you know what? i used to think bio lessons were okay cos i payed attention? and that cos i was enthu enough to understand and answer all the questions. but now, i hate bio like big time. partly cause we practically stone our life away. YUCK. the teacher understands her work. she tries to get the class's attention. but somehow it just isnt working. and today i guess was her last straw. but what she said totally pissed me off. firstly the bloody practical was like FUCKINGHELLDIFFICULT la. the instructions were UNCLEAR ok. and so everybody and everything was a mess. and she scolded us saying that she cant stand my class anymore. you know what? i think the class cant stand her too. since millions of years ago.

but whatever. i will just try to focus during her class. one more time, then its gonna be the last straw. FISHHHHHHBONEEEEEEEEEE.

english mock was okay. but i exceeded the word limit i think. so many things to write la. how to be 250-300/350? words. siao.

days when i still felt alive,
and we couldnt wait to get up.

tuition was fucked up also. cos he spent like 30 mins trying to "paint the picture" for me. yeah yeah prelims coming. yeah yeah o levels coming. i know. i dun need everybody to remind me. fuck i feel bloody negative now. you knwo sometimes i wished i wasnt even borned. life is stressful. but you know what. i dun have much of a choice do i? piaaaaa for the next few weeks and go into illusions of getting good results and getting into the choice i want? haha. eh wait. i dun even think that day will come. tskkk. whats wrong with me.

i cannot wait to handover. then i will be free from responsibilities. haha. but its fun to be engage in activities to make myself busy. i love to contradict myself eh. maybe thats why im a born loser. haha.

AIYAHHH. FUCK LA OKAY. haha.

i shall reply tags.

joyceh. haha. i cannot stand her face la. im not the only one who agrees! haha.

jaren! i hope you are fine now! take care okay! iloveyou too!

joan anne. haha. i cannot study la. everytime i do so i wanna cry. haha. pang sai. see you on sat!

tammy. YEAH TOTALLY.

boo. good that you are good la. haha. i think i have a bald patch again you know. i think la. haha. yeah see you on sat too. haha.

simone. haha. i didnt see you la. mocks were shitty la. haha.take care.

there's magic within you,
there's magic in everything you do.
magic me to the place where dreams come true.

byebyebyebyebyebye worlddddddddd.
FUCCCKKKKKK. haha.

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